Has the reason you let her go the first time been solved? Or did you over react? I have always wondered about the durability and longevity of the forged carbon. Carbon has been in our universe a few billion years, but the man-made resin that binds it together is another issue. What about oxidation, chlorone or UV resistance? How hard or tough is the forged CF? Once you strike an edge (and there are many edges on an AP), what happens?
Without a doubt, you take care of your loves. I'm sure you'll treat her well, once in your embrace. Best wishes, John.