Then I fell into vintage watches and bought a GP Gyromatic which was only 33mm ! I started wearing it even though I did not like the size, and after some time and many other vintages ranging from 32.5 to 35mm now I love them and could not consider an "elegant" watch for more than 36/38mm.
It is really a matter of getting used to the diameter. Maybe you should think about buying a cheap 100/150$ small vintage (that you will always be able to resell) and start getting used to small diameters. Then, when the sought after 32mm PP comes up, it will not be a deterrent anymore !
Good luck in your search !