I saw a 5196P in the metal for the first time in February 2020, also just before the pandemic hit. The dial is just spectacular, and on impulse I traded my existing Calatrava (a 5107P) for it on the spot. I loved photographing the watch, but I didn't love wearing it. It never really fit my wrist, despite the 37 mm size. It's heavy for its size and very flat, and it wears almost like a silver dollar on the wrist. Because I don't keep watches that I don't love wearing, I traded it away earlier this year. I should stress, though, that this was only my personal experience with the watch on my own, very thin wrist. Results will vary!
Also -- I should add: Miranda, thanks for this beautiful and heartfelt post. And thanks also for your service and sacrifices over the past two years.